semua yang terjadi pasti ada hikmahnyee.
idk how to translate "HIKMAH" to englahh. HAHAA!! whatever that happens to us, im grateful to GOD because this problem is not that bad as some others out there. others. kite terime dgn hati yg redha. maybe its our luck to be like this. but seeing my mom weak & dad stress, i just dont feel of schooling. of course they wont allow me, they know that my hope on my education very high sky. its ok, i hope that my appeal is successful & i will work hard on it to change the route of my family. amin! or maybe if i dont get the posting, ader hikmah yeahh.

sorry, my post tody is really downs. but this wont stay forever, insyallah!

i dont care about your profile. i care about your feelings towards me so do come back, ILY.i really want to update some post about my life.but i just dont know where to start, what to say.
its all because of you, my superhyperlove. you say you still love me, but you will never ever come back.soooooooooooo, thanks alots for playing with my hearts! im glad that today im gg to accompany mom back to kampong & though that kampong is empty now, that is the only place where i really cried my hearts out in my secrets place.

i miss you like fucking hell,budo =(

photo taken on sat(08032008) after dnt interview.

now, i feel like having a cold,fever. FUCK ! its all because of the heavy rain. rushing to kash's hz just for aishah's sake. tak touch kah ?!! its the best day in this week. aishah always with her laughter,diye nye gile buat ak giler maut !die main dgn isha nye playhp !!! cibai lah you, beb. HAHAAAHAHAHAHAAAA !!!!!!!!!

&& OHHH, i got compliment from boss, kay takya keco ! i got a borders card from him as a token, aperlagi ?! REBOT BUKULAHH ! hahahaaa !!!! boss say something as if he knows that someone is in my mind, kept thinking of him though im no supposed to think of him @ all , idk.

cmon lahh faten, ure not like this ! why you make this thing poison ur mind, ur life?!

AHHHHHHHHHHH! FUCK CARE !

ive been @ the comp from ystd night until today afternoon. been updating my blog & friendster, also catching up with some friends in msn. especially my dearest danish. HAHAA ! been chatting with from ystd until tody. he passed me video of a guy singing. fulermak ! that guy voice makes my heart went melt siahh, fuck. i kept watching & listening to his video altough the song is malay. what?! people always say listen to malay songs emo?! fuck them, buat apa korg jadi anak melayu kalau tak suke dgr lagu bangse sendiri kans ! mepek, nie semmua budak nak step anak puteh. HOHOHOO !


i want a guy who can sing nice like him, so that when im bored/unhappy, he can sing some nice songs to cheer me up. wuhooooooooooooo !! -.-

& ohhh, im going to start working agaen tmrw. HAIYA! many things had happen between me & family, friends. .
since that friday, i just cant stop thinking of him & my hearts kept asking where is him? if he really love me, then why he cant make the ferst move to msg me or give me a call?!! HAIS. .i really must forget him because i still not sure about his feeling now. ak taknak bertepok sebelah tgn sahaja, it will be like a big waste of time. :(

i miss you now. can we be like what we were in the past??.