i lied. but i'm not a liar bitch. *giggling*


i did promised you guys the bbq pics. but ive out early & been home late, just got no time to update. now i'll be updating this.


[pictures: before transformation]




[pictures: after transformation]
* only some pictures uploaded due to many pictures above.


him: baby, you know what?
me: yeah?
him: when u pakai tudung kans, i feel cam tg jln with budak kecik je sei.
me: *LAUGHS*



why do my appearance never look like im 18years? walking around, was asked by some unknown people what's my age. 18! & they're shocked. some thought im primary school, some says secondary. but i like! at least i don't look old. *evil smile*


ahhhh shit! tmrw is the opening of new term. 2 weeks have gone so fast right infront of me? i dont feel it. i feel nothing! Nothing! i hate this. i was just about to enjoy it & now, i get to know tmrw is monday! oh gosh shit! & yeah, i need to do some shoppings, Mother! oh come on! im no more in uniforms. im ges to school everyday wearing home clothes. i got alot but i wearing scarf now. so, more close-up clothes. please Mother? i love you. now, im missing you.



i should not talk about you. i feel like crying. siaal aa im so emotional! but really, i miss Mother right now. come back sooooon~! if can, now. * grinning*





p.s: i got to finish up all the foods in the fridge before the monster come back or i wont have a taste of it. Muahahaa!


25082008.


There are just excitement in myself today. Really! I'm transform-ing myself. Mutton & I planned my transformation as a surprise for Boyfriend. He know that I'm transforming. He didn't know that im still in Singapore today. He thought that i really went Malaysia. He can believe me! Oh mine baby!




To make the suprise happening, everyone's in Boyfriend's family helping. Mine too! Credits especially to Mutton. She help to put make-ups on me. As you know, im a cowboy who doesnt wears make-ups. Not only make-ups. There's another thing. Just take a look on the picture later. Its really fun! Cause we have to whisper to each other upon Boyfriend's arrival from cycling with his Daddy. We really look like mice. Very cute! *Laughs* In the midst of it, Boyfriend msg-ed my hp & my hp was not silent! It rings man! Rings! We had our nearly dead-off but escape rescued by Mutton. Her fast hand movement, hit the hp & goes quiet. I really took longer time to get ready compared to Mutton.



There. We made the suprise. Mutton shout 'surprise!!!' when Boyfriend gets into his room. Mummy's idea. I really wanted to laugh looking at Boyfriend's reaction. But was able to controlled. He really look shocked to choked. *giggling* His face like paisey. Goes to me too. The 2nd reaction was he want to punch me! You've been punked, my dearest Baby! *stick-out tongue*







He: B, i tgk u da lebih cam 100 times u usek & btol2 kans tau.
Me: Yela, i still not used to it. Da lame sik tak pakai. :D
Me: B, why u like got no reaction ehh? *LOL!*
He: Nola, 1stly, i tgk u like hazuan's sis tue. I tot she. Pasal u pakai make-up. Then, tgk balek eh makcik nie rupenye.
Me: Wth! Makcik!
He: Agpon, my family there, Nak hug, kiss semua maner leh.

*Both grinning*


Padehal jauh sey my face from Hazuan's sis. She's more fairer. Oh c'mon baby! * LOL*


He's diff today. He kept looking, staring for so long at my face. He makes me shy. Shy! Oh not only him. Mutton too! When she says 'eh perot!'. And there it goes, every eyes looking at my baby-belly. Ah shy! Their daddy too.

Bf's daddy: Ehh nie faten ke? Cam lain gtu. (Not really the exact word, i think.)






Everyone . Suprise!



Oh no the suprise must waet. My apology~! I got to go sleep now. My bed is calling me right now. Anyway, the uploading photos are damn slow. So i can't waet. I hope u guys can hang it there. I'll soon update the photos of my transformation & also the bbq tooo that I've promise you guys last time. See you again in the afternoon!



Happy 18th Birthday to Aminnur Alif. Have a happy & forever life with his new gf. Enjoice!


only God knows how i feel ystd. Super happy and out of sudden, the hyper feeling just go down the hill tremendously. Wokay, Mami say that i always look strong outside, while my inside is not. Am i? Wookayy maybe at times. HAH!





i missing the boy who gave me this song as the first song when we get to know each other. *Laughs*



forget ystd. (:






p.s: ohhhh kakbit, am i for reaal? *giggling* sorry to trouble you, gf!


i got old things back. Very old. Thanks to Mami & Abah.

They dig out all my old things from the store room. My bags. My mp3s. My chargers. My story books too. Those things that i've been finding for years. Especially my bags & mp3s. I just need to give a bath to the bags & tada! It become new bag back. Muahaha~! So yes, my niece gave me a hand to wash the bags. Now, my cupboard will be full of different types of bags. Alot! For my mp3, i just need to buy the earpiece & tadah! I got another mp3 that can be used. But my old watch, Mami! I got alot now left few. Sad!

Oh, waet. I will get new radio set which have a look of football on my study table. And and, a new set of cd player. Cd player? Old style eeh! So what?! Its better if i use it rather than keeping it in the store room unused. Or give anyone else. EEEEwwww! Later, i will be busy cleaning up my room & changing placement of the beds,tables all. Nak harapkan Angah. Dust will just cover every corner of this room. Oh i so hate dust!




I read this book. "Petua untuk sentiasa ceria". One chapter talks about colour. So, i check mine. Green. I am hardcore green. "Tenang, pemurah, berperikemanusiaan, kreatif, mengambil berat, banyak idea, pengasih, penyayang" This is what they said about green. I ask Mami whether it really suits me. She say yes. *grinning* Anyone want to know about their fav. color? Anyone?! Come to me, & ask me. :D



p.s: lalala~! Boyfriend so-the-mentel. He want to hug me upon reaching spore.



Eh i have not finish la with this post. Mutton was so boring ystd with me cause Boyfriend was so busy doing the video editing, i think. So Mutton came out with ideas of pantun-ing. Im not good in it. She not good in it but she tried & she improving. Chey cheychey diela! *Laughs*

I got only one for her after she went offline.
here i go. tgh boring can until gila, "kakbis" gila. Kakbis kakbis. LOL!


You always hurt us with your ways of saying things. Your words that were spit out from your mouth. Don't you realise that? She always praise you. But you don't realise it. You hurt her. Present from God. It's a big sin, sister. Big! Yeah, i ever did hurt before cause of raising my voice. But i did that cos of anger. Not cos of jealousy, unfairness.





Everyone here is playing fair. Only you. YOU GIRL!
Now you saying that she heck care with yr studies. That time when you able to get into polytechnic, you say you don't want! Now you saying that. You say she's unfair towards you. Why you always feel unfair?! Why!? Oh c'mon wake up! Do you need me to give you a tight slap?



Now i don't feel like going wild wild wet. Cause of this. You! ERRGGGHHHH~!
Thanks yeah sis. Keep up with your "good" work.


Im sorry, truly sorry.
My apology to gf Kash. She been waiting for her blog to be construct by me but im just too busy to do those. Maybe she might think im lying or im just lazy to do for her, but let me correct her. Babygirl, i update my blog in the midst of doing my assignment. When im stuck with my assignment & i got stress out then i will be start typing all this. This is the only place that i can let out my stress. I just can't construct your blog for now cause it might add up stress. For me, if i edit urs, it must the best not worst. So i need plenty of time to do. Hope you understand. (:



Pass that.


Kay so, sat. Sat & sat. Silat time. Nothing much to say. I just got nth much to say & im just lazy to do my assignment. Im having bad headache recently, been few days. Mami kept asking me to swallow paracetamol but i don't really depend on the medicine to heal me. No! At times only, of course. But this time, NO WAY! I just can't swallow 2 paracetamol everyday. Since mostly everyday, my cerebrum been hit by a hammer. * Exaggerate cis*




I know that i don't need to tell you all this. But just tel ah horh. Since nth to talk. :p Anyway, i am really paisey with Mummy ystd, friday lor. Cause she treat us. Im am the shy, not! With aunts & uncles all, im not of course. You should understand why im shy. I think. Ok go! *Laughs* Thanks uncountable times.

[Boyfriend send me those from vietnam. Only those with his face been uploaded.More will be uploaded, insyallah. *giggle*]
Check out Mutton's blog for more.




Im going off now. I need to concentrate more on studies. Damn! Wait. Not later. Cause....
Boyfriend am going webcam-ing with me again. Weeeeeehu Weeeeeeeeeeeehu ~! (: Laaaaala~!




p.s: khai, congrats for ur results! ;)


this post will be very-wordy. relax back & read it enjoy-ily.
ystd.many words to describe the bbq ystd. in easy words, super enjoyable! SUPER!

Aris & Shaq fetched me right after they fetch gf kash. & we start with fight/quarrels. because IM LATE! *Laughs* Not really im late, my shit make me to be late. I just dont know why everytime i met this guys(my babys) i will have some "love" quarrels with them. Not those enemy quarrels, i mean here. Understand? Yeah good, sooooooo clever la you people!

Gf kash & I had our sweeeeet romantic walking at side of the sea with our slippers off our feets. We had our girls talk & laugh as usual. As we wanted to go up to the land, we had our "padi" time. Best pe! Our feets & slipper was filled with muddy stuffy & we went to washed it at the back of the toilet. Thats it! The time we got disturbed & teased by 3under-aged guys. Eeeeewwwww!
a guy: awak due, kawan kiter laki due kat sane nak no. awak due.
kash: sorrry, we're attached.
I was laughing away. Pity them, been rejected. But serious talking, they really look like at the year of "secondary 1-3" guys.

hey guys. know what? if you guys doing any bbq again next, more FOOOOOOD pls? *giggling* ive been having "game freako" as a remark from everyone at the chalet cause ive been playing games. Play "Red Alert 3" at Azlan's laptop & "Metal Slug" at Boyfriend's psp.

[Bits of the conversation(not really the exact words)]
Hafiz Mt Noh: Ten, nak ikot aku?
Me: I want! Naek motor! Yeahhh!
Hafiz Mt Noh: Takya suda. Aku g dekat jela.
Me:Wth! Tanye aku beh kate takya sudah. HMPH!
*i really want to hop on hafiz's bike*
Azlan: Sial aa aten! Kau pon main game red alert tue! *Laughs* Aku nak tgk bpe lamer kau boleh tahan!
Me: *Laughing loudly* Siak je kau eehh.
Fadz: Tin, kau single pe?
Me: Taklaa. Aku da attached. Why? Watszup?
Fadz: *Silent was what the only thing i heard*

Another part,
Azlan: Ehhh faten ! Sial aa kau, game freak. Nanti satu hari kiter g maen arcade aa!!*Laughing evilly*
Me: *Laugh*Laugh*Laugh* Best what.
Kash: Ten, stop main la. Amek gmbr laaa.
I was ready before them to take photo with all the girls. They're slow funtioning so i continued on playing.


Once again, people called me " Game freak." The last time, the person who call me game freak was Syaheed. Now, them! Maybe they find me weird? You know girls. Girls always with their conversation with other girls. But me, macam laki-laki gtu. Stuck with the guys in the room to play computer games. Quarrel with the guys on the food that was brought into the room. I like to disturb their foods, muching it in my mouth & let it go into my oropharynx & into my stomach. Glurp yummy! Aku macam predator dorg. Especially Azlan's. *eyebrow raised*


there are more photos than this. MORE ! but those are stored in Shaq's camera. I'll update soon soooo keep on going to my blog for more photos of ystd's bbq.


p.s: alan, ajar aku maen soccer games. *insert begging face*


Bon voyage.


zoo day was yesterday. FUN is the only word i can say.







Next.


From ubi to woodland and to airport. Just to spend the few hours with before Boyfriend and other athletes go off to 6-days of Vietnam. So yes, he should be in the plane, resting nicely. Or maybe sleeping with his mucus leaking from one side of his mouth. *giggling*





I see the difference in me today. I don't feel like crying this time compared to the time they went to Bintan. Yes, i did feel like crying when they off to Bintan. Wait! The reason here is not that I sucks or what kay but because i just can't see someone else crying, you see. Which on the day theyy going Bintan, Kakbit starts it. Mussssssssssssst be Kakbitla~!



Sooo, from today until next tuesday, there will be no contact btwn me & Boyfriend. How sad is that! Tooooooooooooo bad faten!






Now, im off to gfs&bfs' bbq, alrighty! Yummmmmmmmmmy babby!