Its my fault, again and again.




Though my fault is due to you. I wont blame you for that.Im sorry, i have to use the sentence 'i dont know' all over again. Im just tongue-tied & i got this mental blockage when u started to increase the volume of your voice. Which you never done before. Everything goes blank. You are really mad. You are really tired and sick of me cause of each of the words used. Yes, i know. Everyone got its own limit of patience. Now, you burst everything that you want. I dont mind, i am never mad at you at all. I accept everything.





A heartpain to you. A cheater to you. An irritant to you. A self-centered female.
All those never made me hate you,never, though it really a 'heart-attack sentence' to me from you. Will never ever. I promise you that. Im just a no-good-human-being. I admit myself. But what i know, i can only shower you with loves. Only god knows how important you are than the rest. Which i think you will never realise that. Its ok.






Now, everything was clearred-out. But im still not over those. Like i said, it takes time. Im back to normal state, happy-ing, laugh-ing with you. However, in the middle of my two occipital lobes, a pain was developed due to the backfall caused during practice and all this add up more to it. It may just caused slow-working condition of the brain. Or might come to worst brain damage. That's just part of my shit. I wont want a brain damage. I dont want! *Laughs*










baby, i love you only always. _______________ ~