Until now, you still don't know how to differentiate whether I am angry or sad.





I never angry with you no matter what. I'm just sad, not really sad. Malay people said "kecik-hati". This feeeelings plus sad. How bad is my emotional development now, I should say. Fyi, my voice might sound angry, look angry but I'm saddening actually in hidden. I don't get angry on things easily. You should know that by now. But sadly, you don't.




I had to overcome this alone. Although you're with me always. Cos you the one who made all this to happen. But I don't blame you, I know what situation you're in. And I feel keeping those feelings to myself will be more safe. Just don't want to get ourselves into the quarrel business. *grinning*





People around us always thought that I controlled over you. But actually, its the other way round. It's not really controlled. It's more to the sentence of I listen to you more, I follow your waay. But I don't mind it anyway. Im serious about it. As long as you're happy, I will be happy too. It's ok if I always give in. I love see-ing you happy as you are.







p.s: Abg khai da daapat present diye semalam laaaa sehh! Hope awak suke kays. (: