Until when I can keep all this? Idk. I don't know why I'm trying to be happy when I'm not? Or should i show that? It's just not right to show it, I feel. Cause if I show it, people especially my family will get worried about me.

Pt: From the way you play the chess, I know your character.

Pt: You're someone who like to keep your problems to yourself, am i right?

Me: Uhhh..

Pt: That's wrong, you should know that. Maybe you need a diary to write those.

Me: Oh man, that is old style when I used it when I'm in pri.
Pt: *Laughs* Yeah, true. But u need a book for your privacy, problems.
Conversation goes on.

I really enjoyed myself during that attachment in IMH. I really can see myself through them. On the other side, it's really pain to see them in that situation. Cause they don't wish to be that. They made me laugh all the days.

I realised myself smiling, laughing during attachment. They always put my downs aside & made me forget about those. Superb people!

I told mom if I got my diploma, I wish of working there. Mom allowed!