I've been tagged by Rad. So i will post about few days ago tmrw.

Each blogger must post this rules.Each blogger must start with ten random facts about themselves.Bloggers that are tagged need to write about their own blog, ten things and post this rules. Don't forget to leave them comments telling them they have been tagged and are to read your blog.



10 Random Facts about me:-
1. i like spending my money,never think for future.
2. i love green!
3. i love rainbows things.
4. i am 19 this year.
5. i just want to be short cos short is cute. *evil laugh*
6. i have an insane boyfriend
7. i want to be fat. i don't like to be thin like lamp post.
8. i laugh like crazy ass at anything, anywhere.
9. i need my mother though im 19 now.
10. *impt!* i am the shy at the 1st meet. right Ramos?! *roll eyes*



1. Who's the person that tagged you?
Rad!

2. Relationship between you & her?
friend. oh add-up, Boyfriend's scandal. *giggling*

3. Three impressions of her?
crazy, small, light but heavy *e-hem!*

4. If she becomes your enemy, you will?
if only! but it will never happen.

5. What will you say to the person you like very much?
i love your skin colour.

6. Characteristic I like about myself?
happy-go-lucky

7. Characteristic I hate about myself?
fickle-minded.

8. For the person whom you hate, you say?
i'm sorry, i don't hate people.

9. What do people feel about you
qin just chat with me & called me evil woman! *elmo's laugh*

10. Your crush?
Chris brown.

11. Pass this to 10 people:-
1) Adda Cousin
2) Gf Kash
3) Mutton
4) Shirah Darl
5) Qin Li? But she don;t have blog.
6) Ain Kejong Silat
7) Bf Aris
8) Danish
9) Ur sister
10) Anisa, Cousin's cousin


12. If 5 & 7 were together?
cannot be what, Qin Li got bf. toooooooooo bad. :p

13. Who does 5 like?
Ahmad Tarmizi Bin Ismail.

14. What colur does 9 like?
i also don't know. never thought of asking this to her before.

15. Say something bout 8?
his cute, his hot! *jgn kembang dan*

16. Who is 2?
she's my gf who do stupid things with me.

17. Talk about 3
her name is rabiatul adawiyah. she got nice family. she's crazy !!!

18. Who is 10's best friend?
i'm not so sure. sorry.

19. Who's the sexiest among all 10?
Mutton! *kening naik-naik*

20. What colour does 4 like?
pink? muahaha! i ferget.

21. Is 4 single?
nope! she got a bf!

22. Your relationship with 1?
my closest cousin.

23. Are 5 & 6 best friends?
i think so, cause close in silat.

24. 9's surname?
nnoooo surname.

25. 7's nickname?
aris aka anak latiff.

26. Say something to 8
i'm sorryy for not talking with you anymore. just too busy.

27.Say something to help 9
hhhmmmm....idk.

28. Who do I admire?
my hero. *Boyfriend must be jealous by now*

29. Where does 1 live?
eunos rd 5.

30. 10 of them know who you like?
yaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

31. Say something to 6 when you see her
Aiiiiiiiin ! takde pape.... * Laughs*

32. 10's spouse?
dont know.




I'm done ! At Last. Uhlaaaalaaa~! Whatever.



saturday is the best days amongst this 3 days.


i spent my whole saturday in school for the friendly match. i totally hate my performance cos i can't do this & that though my opponent is tiny. her name is fatin too. oh wait, do you want to know why its the happening day?


"b, tgk2 u nye tojunk kuat jugak se dari your opponent."
"my hero khai ajar. hehs! tkdelaaa, main2 je."
"hmph!"


That makes me really happy for that day! Yes! It's been months im in silat and this is my first time i got praises from Boyfriend. *kembang siket aku* But i dont know, he praise me truly from his heart or just to sedapkan hati aku. *giggling* Another thing that makes my day ends good is those people below.




"Ten, kau pakai tudung looks like Mak Acap"
"Huh!? Asal plak Mak Acap?!! *Laughing*"
"Btol, maybe bcos aku pernah nmpk mak diye aje.."


I am really thinking about it. Weird Nadia. She the one said those above. Do i? I dont think so right. I'm Mastura's blood daughter. Of course Mummy don't wish to have me as her blood daughter. My character don't suit their family. *Laughs* If I'm Mummy's blood daughter, i won't be able to marry his son. Okay excuse me for that. Tgh mentel siket.




Okay that's not very important. Boyfriend told me that he found a very suitable date which I cannot tell anyone. The secret. *Giggling* He already planned that upon reaching our 25 years old. Funny or what? He seems serious on it while im not. You know, i never serious on planning things. Im very playful. Its his wish, he told me. Boyfriend, if God states that we belong together, your wish will be fulfill. If not, don't be sad over it. *Smiles, you're on the candid camera!*







p.s: bad dreams yesterday night! very bad. i never wish to have it.


Bruise here and there. Neck sprained & head shot due to wrong landing.



Mami said " this is parts and parcels of becoming a pesilat." And they all laughed.
Oh gawd, that was first time tears rolled down my cheek when i fall. i never cried when i fall. i laugh instead. But idk what happen to me on that day. *bukan gembeng kays*



Next, new lesson. Madrasah. Best man with gf Kash. She look so sweet wearing tudong. Oh girl! I love that day, laughing our ass off. Cousins eehhh bebey? Baik punya. Don't forget the homework! *giggling*

Despite all those tiring moments, we still could enjoy-ed going out with secondary bfs. But sad thing, gf have to leave us early. Or else, she could get the feeling of lepak-ing at the sheesha place. The atmosphere was wow though it makes me giddy. Thanks aa those bfs! Blowing those smokes directly to my face. Luckily, it smells cherry!




[Check those pictures below: Immature kids in me]












To think back of yesterday, it really makes me bahagia. Yes, im saying the truth. There was somelike reunion with my 2 gfs & danial. And yesterday, gf kash & i make a new friend which danial's friend, Mok. Woah! He's just freaky fun. We get to know only few minustes, but it seems that we know Mok for years. Pity him, he have some problems in the midst of our meeting, but he still able to make us laugh with the games. I want again. Again, again. So we called them our bfs. *Giggling*

Photos will be update soon when i got those from gf kin. But no Mok's face.
Haiya.

















MIRACLE NEEDED!
I got a wish that will not able to be fulfill. I want cousins from maternal's side to be here. Migrate to Singapore. And then, i won't feel bored and down. With them, im able to joke, go out anywhere, stays-over. I wont be looked down by them tooooo. I really love them & miss them. Oh God, miracle for this. *insert begging face*


I felt that i don't have cousins from paternal's side but i realised i do. We're close when young, but falling apart when every kids start to grow up.








p.s: bfs & gfs, when is our sentosa day? keep me inform!


Listen up to this song again. Make a difference btwn last song i post & this.



oh kasihku. -

[warning: this songs is not full! idk why it was uploaded not full!]
so, this song include the background singers by two beautiful girls, Dina & Raddy. oh wait, plus Khai Ramos's voice which trying to echo the background singers with his low tone. you guys might hear to some giggling of mine. *Laughs*



I really love this more compared to the other versions of the song that Boyfriend did. This felt more lively & its like "a live sing". Jangan marah, Boyfriend. *stick-out tongue*




The other part. Can you guys imagine a Baboon F or Alien F took the train on tuesday? It seems like a her first time which is not. The story goes like this. She nearly fall on a handsome indonesian guy's lap when she was about to sit beside him. And there she is, reacting like those matrix moves. *laughing to Nad to cover her paisey-ness* Secondly, she was the only one,confidently standing right infront of the opening door where people from the inner train going out. She just forget that all those people boarding the train should give way for people to go out by standing at the side. *close my face due to shame* Lastly, she nearly fall towards Nadia & nearly kiss her due to the train's handbrake and she sccream "aaaahhhhh!" like no-one's business. *Giggling*




Cardiovascular & Peripheral Vascular System.
Suprisingly & excited-ly, i have to say it here.Hey! i passed my health assessment practical test. Which i thought i would fail it. *cheers*










p.s: i need coleslaw, my steroids. baby so bad! Neyneypoopoooooooooo!


Here again Alien F restarting what she wrote just now. Been random today.

Okay, so Alien F passed her 'o' though she hate the grade. But she being grateful. At least, she did her best and able to stay on with her unambitious life. Nursing. Thats where my place now. So i got my grade & im able to sign for sponsorship. How? Should she? Confused. Any helpers?

Next, Boyfriend been random too just now. He called me 'baboon' & created the word 'babyboon'. idk what makes him to call me that. I really pity him just cause he have to stay on with my unstabilize behaviour. I jumped, shout, scream, laugh, manja-manja. I am really in an unstable state just now noon. Oh ive been laughing on some small matters too.
"b, u da kenape? gile keeepe?! tak mkn ubat?" *Laughs*



I'm supposed to get more worry for my bio prac tmr & health ass. on wed. But im not that so worry. Maybe i studied. Oh wait that's not enough. I still need to do recap right after finishing my posting which Boyfriend requested. I know you are reading this, baby. Happy? Serious kepe? *You know, I know*




I need to tell you this. Boyfriend been the most romantico. He create his own lyrics and sang it for me with the help of Hafiz Teruna as the guitarist. A present from him to me for our anni. Awwww so sweet! Oh my gawd! Im melting when he sang it to me. *Jangan kembang ehh pakcik* Listening to the song, made me regret for what happen on the day itself. Im sorry, dear. Baby,thanks for staying put with my attitude & everything. C'mon people listen to it. Sorry for the some error in this song.


Oh kasihku- acapnhafiz.MP3 -


Ending with a birthday wish to Shirah. belated cause i post this late. Anway, happy birthday happybirthday to you. Its your 19th. So fast right bebey? Hope you enjoy your life & everything. Love ya bebey! You still in my memories book.









p.s: khai heroku, what a small world! *giggling*


Its my fault, again and again.




Though my fault is due to you. I wont blame you for that.Im sorry, i have to use the sentence 'i dont know' all over again. Im just tongue-tied & i got this mental blockage when u started to increase the volume of your voice. Which you never done before. Everything goes blank. You are really mad. You are really tired and sick of me cause of each of the words used. Yes, i know. Everyone got its own limit of patience. Now, you burst everything that you want. I dont mind, i am never mad at you at all. I accept everything.





A heartpain to you. A cheater to you. An irritant to you. A self-centered female.
All those never made me hate you,never, though it really a 'heart-attack sentence' to me from you. Will never ever. I promise you that. Im just a no-good-human-being. I admit myself. But what i know, i can only shower you with loves. Only god knows how important you are than the rest. Which i think you will never realise that. Its ok.






Now, everything was clearred-out. But im still not over those. Like i said, it takes time. Im back to normal state, happy-ing, laugh-ing with you. However, in the middle of my two occipital lobes, a pain was developed due to the backfall caused during practice and all this add up more to it. It may just caused slow-working condition of the brain. Or might come to worst brain damage. That's just part of my shit. I wont want a brain damage. I dont want! *Laughs*










baby, i love you only always. _______________ ~


"shopping time!!!"

guess what i have been doing last few days?









friday: went out with Boyfriend to vivo. get a bag, shortcakes and a headband for myself. i didn't intend to buy bag but my eyes caught at the bag only. Boyfriend was like "bag..bag...bag only" *giggling*



saturday: went out with Mami,Abah&Aunty to bugis. the last thursday shopping day was postponed to Saturday. woah! everything goes for like $10 due to chinese new years, i think. and i grab a dress, half-cardigan, another-clothes-idk-what-people-call-it & pant. i wanted to get a shoe but those idiots zips stuck in the middle of zipping it. forget it! Mami paid those. I still got many things to grab before the price goes back to normal prices.

sunday:went out with Mami&Aunty geylang to buy things that are necessary for my everyday usage.





can you see that? how much i spend in those 3 days?but Mami was shocked. cos i wanted to find things that are much more cheaper than we found. usually i dont care about the price, but now i really do care.


oh guys, i gtg. i need to study my chinese script. just stay tune!








p.s: im reading the script as if im reading syair. *Laughs*


"Acu, taknak berak. Nanti acu berak busok!"



You know the small kid, Raiyan. Yeah, he said that. He with those pimples at nearly every parts of his body saying those with his begging face. *Laughs* Oh mine, his cute. He still doesn't know huh that everyone pass motion with foul smell. Want to know what he is doing right now? He showing-off his undergarments with picture of Thomas & Friends and Barney too. Im soooooooo envy. I want undergarment with picture of Elmo!




Enough with that, Alien F!


Today planned to stay at home to finish up assignment which i start to do last 2 wk. And still, not yet finish. Damn! Tmrw have to pass up at 12noon. I got to rush everything. Then in the afternoon, planned with Mami to go Bugis or Chinatown but still not confirmed. I want to do some shopping. Its been a long time i went shopping using Mami's money. *evil face inserted* I hope it confirm & also it will be a blast! Blast, blast and blast!! Thinking of me, make me excited! High in the sky!



Today marked 1january2009! 2009! Time really past very fast. I didn't expect it to be fast. And soon, it gonna be my 2nd year in Nanyang Poly. Can you imagine how fast is that!? Very. So like every year, i've got my own resolution. To study hard, to be gd to everyone & bla blah blao. I don't really fulfill those resolution i've made. But this year, i did! You people should know my resolution & there's no need for me to mention it again here. Oh wait! Today a new year, january. Soon, it gonna be end of the month. Soon, the 'O' level kiddos will get their results. And soon, i got mine too. Oh holy shit! Im not prepared to get it. I really hope this time i get at least D7. That's good enough for me to go for sponsorship.



With sponsorship, i wont be broke like i ever in the middle if month. At least, im able to be more independant. Im able to do anything i wish like shopping, eat non-stop etc. I won't have to ask Mami & Abah money. Uh laaaa laaaaaa~! As if it happen? Will it!


Daaaa laaaaa~!



p.s: the small kid running all over the hz naked. with white look-poster-colour over him.