Im at home again. For 4 days at home. Not really 4 cause wed I did go to school.








I've been feeling giddy,nausea and I get fatigue easily although doing non-strenuous activities. I don't know why. And Boyfriend really had to force me to clinic ystd. Found out from doc that I got low bp. Wah liao~! The best part is when he shocked me with a question.

Conversation of me and the doctor:
Doctor: What's wrong with u girl?
Me: I don't know why. But I've been feeling giddiness and easily fatigue.
Doctor: Ok come I check your bp.
*Took out my sweater to give my arms to check bp*
Doctor: Girl, you know your bp quiet low. Do you know that?
Me: Nope, the last time I checked is last yr. *LAUGHS*
Doctor: Do you always get this?
Me: Sort of. It's been fewdays. Last few mths back, I did get it and last for few weeks.
Doctor: When is your last menses?
Me: Last few weeks?I think so.
Doctor: Huh!? Cnnot be you're pregnant?!
Me: No!!! I'm not married and I don't have sex before. Oh don't shocked me!
Doctor: Do you exactly rmbr the menses date?
Me: Ok waet, I go checked my hp.
*When out to check Boyfriend's hp(Bf kept track on the date, notme!)*GIGGLES*
Me: It's on 12 may.
Doctor: *LAUGHS* Ok, sorry no.
Me: *Mintak kene rembat je doc nie dalam hati* Thanks ah doc.



So that is the conversation that we had. I went out of the room feeling relieve. He really got the cheeks to laugh. Whathell~! But the doc is very kind compared to other doc I went to before. Ader doctor kerek man!

So now, I need to eat my medicine. I don't really like medicine although i'm studying about it. I don't like to depend on it to heal me.












Noooo medicine pls !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I'm in the library. Library that is filled with cold air/temperature. Im doing the project which actually I've started with it at the 2nd week of school. But I don't know why I just can't finish it up. And now, I really need to finish it up by today or my groupmates will fired me. *LAUGHS*




23 years old!?


Kay actually, got this one night ah, I talked with Big Sis and Mami about Big Sis's marriage that drawing near. She get married this year on her age of 25 but for her, she said 24 cause havent reach her birthday. Ok laa, she marrying on 24.

Then I boring-boring ah, I say ah now Big Sis marry then Mami very old already 49. Later by the time I get married, she more old sia. Then she laughed. And she asked when it's my turn. I say I don't know. Cause now I still don't know how to take care of myself, I don't know how to make the right decision mah. You know what she say o not?





" I want you to marry at the age of 23. If Boyfriend never ask to marry on 23, then I marry you with other guy." * insert Mami's evil face* Ok she sounds serious with her face, but I think she joking. She won't force me into any rs with whom I don't have love towards him. But siao aa, 23 ah. Boyfriend said 25 I say I don't want/not sure, nie mau 23. Gila bonar~! *LAUGHS*

I told Boyfriend about that and he was like really. Kept asking if Mami capable of doing that not. And the way he say he need to save more money now like very cute & berkobar! I love him people and I do! Boyfriend for sure got more money then me, cause in his bank he got money. I don't have. 0 cents! I used up all my money to buy my things cause very hard for me to get things from Mami&Abah.








Insyallah ada jodo, takkan kemana yeh. *LOL*


Boyfriend is out to Kulai to watch the Sijori competition and he will be back home late. I heard alot about them from Mummy. About Khai Hero, about Mutton's winning. I'm very happy for them, and it's cool to hear people win here and there. I want to be like them too but I just can't. Lembek mah~!



Anyway, let's rewind to yesterday. We had some gatherings to give a suprise celebration for Gf Kash. It's like really sweet 19 she had with her scarf which make her more sweet-looking. And she had it for twice from us. Bowlings and cake. I will upload the photos one day when I'm free. There's many of yesterday.



Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo,





I kept thinking of the sling bag. Oh man! If there is Elmo, I'm gonna be more happy. But sadly, the nicest there is Barney. Barney got all the advantages such as they sell bags, bottle bags, t-shirts, specs, shoes and etc. Actually I do like Barney cause from young I like dinosaurs but I don't know how I can end-up with Elmo during secondary schools. So, now my things are filled with Elmo and Barney.


And I really want to have that Barney sling bag(not those normal sling bag hor!) since there's no Elmo. Thanks ah sellers! *Frowing*










Anw, I planned something to do for today.
! To reorganise the ICA that I'm in-charge of(HS2124)
! To do tutorial 3 for HS2124
! To clean and tidy up my room which really in I-don't-what-the-hell-is-the-mess.
(Mami: Bilek kau eh da mcm kandang kerbau! Da tak rupe bilek anak dara!)
(Me: Maner tak mcm kandang kerbau. Adekkan beranak pat kandang kerbau.Tulah lain kali jgn beranakkan ctu. *Chuckles*)
! To get ready my clothes for tmrw


I think that's all that I planned for today.







Oh anw again, I got many things now lining up my wish list. Anyone want to grant any of my wish? And PDA is one of it(to be used for schools tooo!) But I don't think I can get it. *insert sad face*


It's been 4th times trying, people. 4TH!


Nemmind, I will not give up. Understand? I will try every ways to get to that way of donation. Fyi, just now I went for blood donation for the 4th time, and it's still unsuccessful!

1stly, I'm not eligible for it cause my weight is only like 43kg. 2ndly, I went again; my weight was acceptable; but they say my veins is 'halus'. 3rd time, I went to CGH during attachment and its totally full. 4th time, which is just now, it's the same reason! VEINS IS 'HALUS'!



Thanks eh!



Anw, Nenek been admitted to hospital yesterday due to something. Heard from cousin adda that she's slimming down and everything. I hope everything will be fine for her, and to Atok tooo. I'll shall visit them one day, but how? My times are all used up for lessons, discussion, projects, and rest. Seee, how packed is my schedule and I still got no time to do revision. Nah heck, maybe I visit her when she discharge or what.











Ok people, I shall get to back to my project. Sayonara~!


I didn't expect that situation to turn out like this. But I know it's partly my fault cos of not telling you. Sorry to keep you in dark. No intention of doing that to you, but I just want to make it surprise for you two. It's ok, what's done is done. Mostly everyone knowing about it on the same day, yesterday.








Anyway, I want to thanks to Boyfriend's Mummy and Daddy in helping with the explanation and late nights. And thanks to iQin, you know that your book really helps me alot! (: Thanks Boyfriend and Ramos for the listening ear.

Oh, I really miss the days with the guys on Friday. Eat pizza with all the laughings. And yeah, actually I find myself happy, smilings whenever I am with the Silats. *winks*








02062009. Must really get ready for this! MUST~!!!