20090813 Y 10:41:00 AM

Its been alot of this down until I don't know what to do next to resolve all this. People always think that I'm the trouble to everything. Maybe I agree but to certain extent.

And now, I got no energy to do anything to resolve all this again. I'm feeling weak, weak to study, weak to resolve all this, weak to live. I'm trying to fight all this to make ours stay stronger but u're always the one who sitting back, trying to run away from all this by not calling, msging. Whether it's my fault or it's ur fault, I'm the one who have to correct the situation back.




U're very good in acting to make people think u're the innocent & i'm the trouble-maker.

"Sandiwara apa yang kau mainkan, hanya menambahkan kedukaan jiwa."











Sorry, I'm not strong to handle this anymore. I'm very weak & I'm giving up. I'm giving up cause I tried many times to make all this look good & it's not that i don't love you.


I'm totally heart-broken now. I don't feel u're treating me like you do at first. I feel like im a toy to you. Just do whatever you want to do, I'm letting you go. I'm warning you, don't you come back cause I'm not the girl that you want in your life.

I'm just stupid, kental, laziest girl in this world.