SQUARED ROBOTS. TRAINGLED ROBOTS. ROUNDED ROBOTS.

20100131 Y 7:50:00 PM

I'm still reminisce on yesterday.

I'm seriously mad at BONBONboy. He didn't allow me to fight. I know he meant good, he want to prevent futher complication for my leg. But I don't know, I just want to give it a try cause it also a trial. At least, from there, people can tell my mistake etc. & hope I can improve on those.

During the 30mins self-train, I was mad & feeling down. Ak kick padding pon lemah, case taknak tendang. He realised it & told Raddy that I want to, I think.

He smiled, & ask me to start kick properly. So, I was damn nervous. I mean I am that type, comes to a big event, I will feel nervous. Who don't? Tell me! But thanks to Cinonet, Hakkim & others for the advice, teachings, support etc. I really felt very happy after giving it a try.

Thanks for BONBONboy for allowing me to give it a try. And now, I need to get my brain to put all the concentration on studies.

Exams are near & now, I still have not start studying. & now, I'm down with mild fever, flu & bad sore throat. This infected bug been going around my groups. Oh gosh~!

p.s: I miss MR.HELI, extremely need him now.

20100128 Y 11:45:00 PM

You know very well that I hate lies.

20100110 Y 12:29:00 PM

when i saw you standing there
i bout fell out my chair
and when u moved your mouth to speak
i felt the blood go to my feet
now it took time for me to know
what you tried so not to show
but something in my soul just cries
i see the want in your eyes
baby, i'd love you to want me
the way that i want you
the way that it should be
baby, you'd love me to want you
the way that i want to
if you'd only let it be
you told yourself years ago
you'd never let your feelings show
the obligation that you made
for the title that they gave

For you , ILYQ.

20100105 Y 4:45:00 PM

I love you, no matter what. I'm staying put holding on with the promises we made everyday, baby.

If you ask me to leave you, my answer will be no. I'll wait for you here no matter what your decision is going to be. I'm sorry, but I promise I change. And for you, I'll do anything.

ILY,Q.